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[Tuesday
November 24th, 2009 at 8:39pm] |
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Baby, you're all i need.
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[Saturday
November 14th, 2009 at 1:07pm] |
crazy boyfriends. controlling girlfriends. de-evolution.
recession. depression. regression.
insanity. infidelity.
conscious. confidence. gossip.
forties. fatties. filth.
misplaced anger. hate of people.
spiraling into an abyss.
my life. your life.
all forgotten.
love conquered.
caught.
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[Sunday
October 18th, 2009 at 12:00pm] |
you're too difficult to be with, but i stay anyway
overall it just makes my heart hurt rather then make it happy
i wish i could just walk away
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[Tuesday
October 6th, 2009 at 12:17pm] |
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love is beautiful. hold onto it no matter what the cost.
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[Friday
September 18th, 2009 at 10:01am] |
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pizza for breakfast makes it a good start to a great day.
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[Monday
September 7th, 2009 at 11:27am] |
looking into your eyes i see all the possibilities of what we can become
we can save each other
from this impending doom that will befall us all
you told me "i won't run away with you unless it's to stand by your side for the revolution"
i can wait for it
i won't give up hope on a brighter future
i won't give up hope on a brighter future by your side
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[Sunday
August 30th, 2009 at 2:25pm] |
Am I the only person in the world who doesn't want to hang out with her parents?
My mom called and asked to come up and visit on the first day. But I told her no. I know that probably sounds mean. But I said my "goodbyes" when I left for school and I was pretty excited to for once not have to have my parents over my shoulder commenting on everything I do and how I unpack my things and talking to my roommates and making life awkward. And then I get angry and then we fight and then things look worse.
I for once have my own car and can do things without them. And yeah sometimes i need money, but my mom likes to make that a reason for having to always be around and then she calls and I'm always busy and not really in the mood to ever talk. Because my opinion is when I'm up North, I'm up North and all things back home will remain there.
When I told her that I didn't want her, she just made me feel guilty. I'm sorry, but they never make an attempt to do anything with me. Except harass me about things that are not really their business. They think they have the right to pry into my life and for once things are not open for them to know. And when I tell them that they again make me feel bad. It's unfair. All I want to do is be independent, not quite financially, but emotionally, mentally, etc, etc.
I know they love me. And I love the too. But I just really can't stand them because hanging out with them I don't feel good. I just feel like I'm forcing it.
I guess I'm just a bad daughter.
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[Monday
August 24th, 2009 at 11:35am] |
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I'M COMPLETELY FREAKING OUT
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[Wednesday
August 19th, 2009 at 9:31pm] |
Speak up, I can't hear what you're spitting
You sound like you're talking into a scarf
This mumble only makes things worse
I know this love is forbidden, but could you listen up
Silence yourself and hear my heart beat
It's rhythm matches that of your own
Do you think this means anything being that you're fully grown
And I'm finding myself calling your heart "home"
This youngin' I am, waiting for you to return the favor so I am not so alone
I beat for you. This beat is for you.
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[Wednesday
August 19th, 2009 at 1:24am] |
Would you like to see photographs of when I was older?
Because they're yet to develop
Just like this small frame of mine
When they're done I'll frame them
Or maybe I'll just send one as a Christmas card
I'll make sure to send it a month before
So you'll have plenty of time to hang it on the refrigerator door
I can reside with family photos that I'll never be a part of.
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